Meth COok Dies and Goes to Prison than Starts His Business

This is the best and longest article I got so far and I really thank I dont need to do talking about it so here it is below

Date: April 29, 2009 subj: Merry Meet AKDIRTYHEAVEN

Hello... I just thought I would send a quick note to let you know I read your site... I googled ~Crystal Meth~ and just tapped your link to read... I was curious about how this drug is actually made... and if the Internet 'went there' or not... I found your site... I was intrigued because it was very base... and in your face... I liked it... and it is filled with blatant truths... then I saw a link for WTF?...lol... cute... that means... What the frigginA... right?... I am not a drug addict, but I know plenty of recovering ones and a few who have relapsed and this particular drug along with crack seems to be a mighty powerful lure that snatches you into a truly sad life existence... I am married to a former 'Meth Cook'... He has told me stories that make my stomach knot up... This is a lifestyle filled with fear, darkness and pain... My Hubby said he learned to make it so he could have his own supply and used it for currency within the drug culture... He enjoyed the illusion of power it gave him as well as much of the drug as he could ever want and a "cook" away from more... He enjoyed a certain status... He literally paid his rent with it... He tells me there is an underground economy that operates this way... a culture surrounds the drugs... a culture I was spared... being a prissy Southern Belle... lol... Oh I had my own ~issues~... but that is another story... My Hubby was lucky... He managed to maintain his physical health, his brain... but he is only 37 so time will tell... He worries about his future health a good bit... so far so good though... his labs are all clear... typical aches and pains mixed with some memory loss... but I can't remember what I ate yesterday so I don't think he is unique in that area... He has a nice set of teeth which he tells me he maintained with purpose because he saw the damage that Meth did to others teeth... He followed the "Meth Maintenance Plan" where he ate and drank healthy foods and took vitamins on a routine schedule... to stay as healthy as you can while doing drugs... He is a handsome man by most standards... people tell us all the time he looks like a young Robert Dinero...not sure I spelled it right...forgive me if I didn't...(I think he is much cuter than Robert... but I am biased) He actually died from smoking bad crack one dark day in a Motel 6... He was avoiding Meth using Crack instead because he was too paranoid to cook it anymore... Go figure that idea?... But he said in the 'pits' you do well to just function day to day... He died that one evening, zoomed into a dark room that was void of sound and sensation... cold and empty... but he felt a pending doom... and cryed out to God... He was snatched back from Hell by God to live another day... so His story goes... it was an experience that truly transformed him... a few days later after being released from the ER he was back in the Life of Dark Chaos... stealing to buy drugs... He was arrested and spent some time in Prison for a theft he committed to feed his drug addiction within days of dying... He knows that prison saved his life... it was God's way of rescuing him from himself... It is what he asked God to do... "rescue me"... THAT is how God decided to do it... because addicts don't quit easily... they may want too, but wanting and doing are two entirely different avenues... He did 4 years in Prison... which tends to be a very sobering experience on many levels... He was also an active devotee to Christ... and became a minister of sorts to other inmates... My redeemed bad boy is a success story... a novel story as well... He owns his own business... works for himself... which tends to happen when you have a prison record... society isn't so forgiven of ex-cons... Today he is clean and sober... and has been for years... His business is successful enough for us... and he is involved in prison ministry... He counsels men who struggle with drug relapse and those who have relapsed and are now sober again... We are both active in Celebrate Recovery... a Christ Centered recovery program that is incredibly awesome... much like AA, but more... I am glad I happened upon your site... keep up the good fight... and I hope you enjoyed your success story... Warm Smiles of Joy~ "If you love all things, you will also attain the divine mystery that is in all things. For then your ability to perceive the truth will grow every day, & your mind will open itself to an all-embracing love" Fyodor Dostoyevsky What Good Are You Denying Yourself?

I SAID:

You sure seem like a sweet lady and Im glad that your husband recovered because that is the main point isnt it? Meth doesnt have to be your whole existance. You say more here than i ever could so I will let your testamant stand by itself without help from me. Thank you for sending me this email and I hope you two have very many happy years together


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